Incapability hurts!

Suddenly, i feel the urge to have someone to talk to. But then i realize, there's no one to talk.

No, it's not that I don't have anyone. I do have few friends. But talking to them just doesn't feel right.

And it just proved that I don't trust anyone. Didn't it?

How to trust? WHO to trust?

It's not I-desperately-need-to-tell-something-so-I-have-to-find-others. It's just a curiosity, is there anyone I can trust?

I just need some second opinions about something. But from who? Who can give me some good, objective opinions?

First, I honestly think people can be very judgmental. Too quick to judge even when they have only a little information. I don't want people to misjudge the situation I have, especially when they consciously ignore the complete circumstances. I don't trust this kind of people.

Second, I believe that people cannot be trusted. For they provably never be able to keep secrets. It means that people have the incapability of being trusted.

And last, when I seek for some second opinions, I have had my hope high if there was someone who's capable of giving a decent opinion. But in fact, there isn't. I know, not a single opinion is decent enough for me. For I have thought of so many possibilities, considered many options, prepared for so many bad things. 

And that's why, my friends, the incapability hurts! It really does.